When I'm ready how will know?
How will it feel? Will the clouds part and lightning strike? Will the ground shake- will it move me to tears, or will it be more simple than that, like me just writing this and making it my blog? Ok, that's not such a bad idea, actually.
lets step back in time a little...
I've had some pretty believable miracles in life at this point- and- the only reason, I can think of, that it's happening to me is because I've spent the last four years reconciling with my heart. Miracles seem to show up regularly when you're in relationship with love.
The sadness in my life ran pretty deep- I'll go as-far-as using the Grand Canyon for my reference point, man that's deep! I mean there were times when the emotional ache was so bad that I felt it physically, my chest would actually throb from the heart break.
Things get R.E.A.L...
Where would I be if I didn't have my writing? If I didn't find my voice when I did or if I didn't start to feel the energy of love so clearly alive inside the finger print of my heart. Probably dead.
I've always been an Empath- sensitive to gut feelings- like for instance, alleys you know you shouldn't walk through. But what I didn't know was that underneath the surface of what other people would call intuitive, was a deeper, more powerful, layer that would begin to show up for me.
Feeling ready feels like it will never come...
I can't quite put it into words just yet- what I do that is. I've tried to look at the ability I've cultivated over the last four years and boil it down to a "ROLE" that someone would understand. I mean how do you tell a complete stranger or even a friend you have't seen in years that you read energy psychically and then apply it to relational development. I mean is relational development even a thing?
I came home tonight and pondered this question, "when I'm ready how will I know?" And what came - as it always does- is the only answer that ever makes any sense- put it to paper and work it out. Light the flame and let it burn.
The P.E.A.R.L is this...
All the answers may not show themselves at first- but be brave and do it anyway. Write it down, get it out, TAKE ACTION- and maybe, just maybe, you'll feel ready.
AND that's how you'll know.
BTW- The energy of GOD has a very keen sense of humor.
I want to officially welcome you to my blog concept called
THE 'P.E.A.R.L'
AN INTERACTIVE- LIVING, BREATHING- EXPLORATION OF THE HEART LIVING INSIDE LOVE